Sometimes I start analyzing the situation, I start looking at the picture from all types of angles, and I start thinking, Why me? They made me perform sex with dozens of other inmates -- white gangs, Mexican gangs, black gangs. The going rate was five or ten dollars in commissary a fuck. I'm getting counseling and the medical attention I need. They did it in cells, in the shower, on the stairs. At the next building it was the Akin Soldiers.
Carolyn. Age: 21.
Tougher still is the struggle to move past the shame and guilt.
Caylee. Age: 31.
What It Feels Like...to Be a Prison Sex Slave
And with it, my shame grew and grew. But every day is a struggle. Waiting for me there was La Brigada.